Hi,
I don’t know where to start.
It’s been almost half a year when I last posted here. Maybe I’m on a creative rut that I couldn’t compose even a paragraph for content. It’s been few months but so many things happened and changed lately. Life has been a whirlwind of ups and downs and those months that I’m gone, I lost the drive and the passion for the things that I used to do. Writing, my first love, became the reason of my anxiety and being doubtful to myself. What I love became something that I hated. Words weren’t enough; creativity doesn’t flow and I lost “that” reason why I write in the first place.
Looking back, I was that soul full of ideas and plans on putting what’s on my mind into words. I had lots of photographs for possible content however I wasn’t able to manage to create or write.
I’ve lost for words.
Maybe it’s just me
Or not.
To you who suffering the same way; to you that has a turmoil of thoughts but can’t pour into words; to you that has a lot of feelings left unsaid or written, we all knew that you wouldn’t want to be in this situation. Keep going, it is okay to pause for a while to look for that reason to love again and to re-ignite the passion that was gone.
You are a beautiful soul. Those wonderful thoughts were meant to be heard.
Maybe not now
But eventually will.